Dear Life, Yesterday after feeling gratitude for all the people that help me, I felt angry about having cancer. The common scary thoughts associated with cancer ran through my brain: Why me? What did I do to cause this? Am I doing everything I can to get better? I hate the meds and fatigue! Will I get well? I’m afraid! I don’t want to die any time soon. However this is not a runaway train. I’ve learned a thing or two about my brain and thinking. Neural pathways can be rerouted. New tracks laid. Thoughts can be released and redirected to change the course of their trip.
I see a much brighter day outside the window of my brain today.
Yours Truly, Pamela Rose