Dear Life, PetScan is clear. I stopped treatment one year ago. The chemo port in my chest will be removed surgically in the next few weeks. I am grateful beyond words. The cancer journey is not traveled alone. Thank you all for the love and support.
Yours Truly, Pamela Rose
Acrylic Ink and Salt on Mineral paper 05.o3.2026
Dear Life, My mother asked me in 2012, after my father’s death, to please find her first grandchild. I had searched for decades for Tracy, my daughter, born in 1968 and released for adoption. January 14th, 2020, hours after I was diagnosed with Stage 4 Lymphoma, Tracy connected with me through Ancestry: our DNA was a match. Fifty years of mother love surged through me, giving me the strength to heal. Rose met Tracy in 2021, her wish granted. She died at 94 years old in 2024. This is Tracy and Rose. Bless all the beautiful mothers in my family and the world. Thank you for all the miracles in my life!
Yours Truly, Pamela Rose
Dear Life, PetScan report on first reading looks good. I will go over it on Tuesday with oncologist. Relief comes with the feeling of exhaustion due to days of anticipation. Also, the scan requires an injection of chemicals that takes my body 48 plus hours to process. Feeling more like myself today. I am grateful for my resilient body and all of your prayers.
Yours Truly, Pamela Rose
Acrylic Ink on Mineral Paper 04.26.2026
Dear Life, I was up at 6:30am and scraping ice off windshield. After a 14 minute drive, I was at Xray Associates where I laid still in a dark room with intravenous dye injection for an hour. Then at 8:30am, into the tube for the PetScan. Report will hopefully be ready by Friday. I have bloodwork and see oncologist on Tuesday. Hightailed it home for coffee and breakfast. Now go to campus studio for a few hours. Feels good to have scan behind me.
Yours Truly, Pamela Rose
Acrylic Ink on Mineral Paper 04.22.2026
Dear Life, I have a case of nervousness. Six month PetScan is Wednesday at 7:00am. Ramping up to scans/tests then waiting for results is always bumpy. Challenge is to stay present and not to project. I feel healthy as a result of taking good care of my body, mind, and spirit. However, every cancer patient knows this dance: the Jitterbug. I put my hand in God’s and paint while bouncing around.
Yours Truly, Pamela Rose
Acrylic Ink on Mineral Paper 04.22.2026
Acrylic Ink on Mineral Paper 04.21.2026
Dear Life, Today is the Life Celebration of my dear friend, Virginia King. Loved ones will gather in Nambe to share their memories. I am blessed to be amongst those who lived many moments with this inspirational and beautiful person, inside and out.
Virginia, the moments linger on in Spirit.
Yours Truly, Pamela Rose
Acrylic Ink on Yupo Paper 04.20.2026
Dear Life, Woke with a mind full of thought tendrils. I reached for my daily spiritual reading: LET GO, LET GOD. Ah, that helped me to go from mind-full to mindful.
Yours Truly, Pamela Rose
Acrylic Ink on Yupo Paper 03.24.2026
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