Dear Life, Today 2:30-5:30pm are tests. First a mammogram and sonogram, followed by an hour of intravenous chemicals for an eyes-to-thighs PetScan and chest scan. I have to fast today but am allowed coffee now so I don’t bite off anyone’s hand. Yesterday the dermatologist told me the biopsy report was in: the clinical drug SURVIVAC injected into my thighs last year causing cysts, left an injection site cyst with “hole” on my right thigh that won’t heal; a side effect. So may need surgery next week and another biopsy. I was in Target buying toilet paper when I took his call. Felt like laying down on the floor but it’s full of germs. Fortunately my daughter called and I felt joy talking with her. Acceptance of life as it is. Please send me positive vibes today. Thank you.
Yours Truly, Pamela Rose

Acrylic Painting 04.25.2023