Dear Life, More scans will be taken of my insides today. I am the most photographed girl in Santa Fe. Technology helps the team.
Yours Truly, Pamela Rose

Watercolor 01.03.2023

Dear Life, I begin again. Today at 10:00, education with oncology nurse about new medication, treatments and side effects. Tomorrow a sonogram. Next week, I start meds and infusion treatment. Resiliency, strength, and gratitude are necessary to keep putting one foot in front of the other. This is a journey traveled with many people. I am not alone. Here we go.
Yours Truly. Pamela Rose

Collage 01.05.2023

Dear Life, I came home after brunch with a friend, got into bed, listened to the beautiful song, “It’s Okay”, and cried a river of tears. Sometimes it’s just the only thing that I can do. Another friend called, picked me up, and out we went for a dinner then a house concert. It was a wonderful day. Quote from singer, Nightbirde:
“WE CAN’T WAIT UNTIL LIFE ISN’T HARD TO BE HAPPY.”
Yours Truly, Pamela Rose

Watercolor with Word Poem 01.04.2022

Dear Life, The PetScan shows cancer grew and spread. The Lymphoma cells are smart. They figure out what/where the drugs are then grow and spread. I am no longer on the Clinical Trial. Will begin new drugs in two weeks that will hopefully outsmart the cancer. I’ll take an oral medication everyday for three weeks then have a week off. Receive an infusion once a month. Repeat. The goal is to live well daily. I feel physically good. This is a new stretch in a long journey. Thank you for all the positive vibes and prayers.
Yours Truly, Pamela Rose

WC 11.29.2022

Dear Life, Today I meet with my oncologist at 3:45pm to discuss Petscan report and bloodwork, prognosis and treatment. I will remember this: Whatever I hear is heard best when I listen with the soft corners of my heart. All your prayers and making art help relieve the sharp edges of anxiety. Thank you.
Yours Truly, Pamela Rose

Collage 01.03.2023

Dear Life, Cancer treatment is uncertain. I need your prayers and positive thoughts.
Thank you.
Yours Truly, Pamela Rose

Miniature Watercolors

Dear Life, I started 2023 at the art table, painting in watercolor, collaging, and writing art-poems. Also cooked a healthy meal: Veggies /Tofu after eating leftover pizza for lunch. Ah, the endings and beginnings of the New Year! Today I call new cancer center to find out when my appointments for bloodwork, treatments, and to discuss Petscan with oncologist. The work of sobriety, creativity, health and treating cancer continues daily. All is good.
Yours Truly, Pamela Rose

Watercolors 01.01.2023

Dear Life, I will drive another 800 miles to sit at Chez Pierre with Marilyn and Sandy to eat my favorite dessert. A perfect wrap up for an amazing 2022: Patient #1 in Phase Two of an Immunotherapy Clinical Trial that is helping me live “well” with cancer; hopefully will cure. Happy vacations with family and friends, including my beautiful daughter Tracy. Writing Love Letters and making art. Completions and new beginnings. My Life Force carries me in grace and guides me with love. Thank you for everything.
Yours Truly, Pamela Rose

PRM 12.23.2022

Dear Life, These pics were recently sent to me from BF Jay Dee. We were at Souen (now defunct fave eatery) in NYC on 12.30.19. Whatever was on our IPhones was of great interest! We’ve had an enduring friendship since 1987 finding its roots in Brooklyn, NYC and growing over the decades. I’m grateful for my friendships and the “memory banks” of our electronic devices.
Yours Truly, Pamela Rose

PRM & Jay Dee in NYC 12.30.2019