Dear Life, Thank you for the rain! The Southwest is in a drought and burning. Going to sleep and waking with rain is a great blessing. Plus the temperature has fallen from the 80’s to the 60’s. Relief for the earth and the fire fighters who are working tirelessly. Reservoirs need replenishing. Animals need water. I need the sounds and feelings of life. Drumming from above.
Yours Truly, Pamela Rose
Acrylic Painting 09.02.2026
Dear Life, I gave birth to a beautiful baby girl on 9.14.1968 and had to release her for adoption. I began to search for her in 1988 with no success due to CT Blue laws and Catholic Charities tight restrictions to keep records closed. On 01.14.2020, Tracy and I connected through Ancestry. It was the same day I was diagnosed with Stage 4 Lymphoma. 50+ years of mother love surged through me and propelled me to live. I received the gift of hope. Today we have a loving relationship. Miracles Happen.
Happy Birthday, Beautiful Tracy!
Yours Truly, Pamela Rose
Dear Life, I sat in the studio and felt sorrow. Human fear, hate, greed, racism, religious and political divisions causing so much tragedy, year after year, century after century. Unthinkable acts of violence. The rumble falls at our feet and the tears stream onto empty seats at our tables. The blood is on the hands of leaders without accountability. There are moments I feel completely powerless until I breathe into the center of my heart and make art… then share my sorrow with others in hope of a better day.
Yours Truly, Pamela Rose
Watercolor with Collage 09.11.2026
Yesterday’s collage and prayer:
Today, 9.08.2026, this lovely, creative, older woman inspires me wearing the coat she made. A weaver and artist working, making beautiful, crafted art-to-wear including herself.
May I have the humility, perseverance, and longevity she embodies in this photograph.
May I live life like a loose garment, fashioned by my Creator whose wisdom led me to this woman, these words, and this moment.
Yours Truly, Pamela Rose
Collage and Prayer 09.08.2026
Dear Life, Low energy for a couple of days caused some emotional disturbance. One doesn’t come through years of cancer treatment unscathed. When my energy lags or a bruise appears, I wonder “Is the cancer back?” I usually dismiss the thought and answer quietly, “No, I am healthy”. The 6-month PetScan and followup with oncologist needs to be scheduled. Ah, the “disturbance” comes with wondering what will the scan show.
Living in the moment is essential for my well-being.
Yours Truly, Pamela Rose
Watercolor 09.02.2026
WATERCOLOR 09.03.2026
Dear Life, I felt celebratory yesterday after submitting the forms to Continuing Education describing the two new classes I will be teaching. I drove out to Cafe Fina and bought 5 pastries (tip: at 2:30 pastries are $1.00 each). I took 5 bites and was happy. Then went to the studio and piled paint on a small piece of paper with enthusiasm. Sometimes “more” feels good!
Yours Truly, Pamela Rose
Acrylic on Paper 09.01.26
Dear Life, Today at 2:00pm, I will present ideas for new Continuing Education classes at Santa Fe Community College. I am so excited that I woke up yesterday, thinking it was Monday, and leapt out of bed planning what to wear! Yes, I am that girl. The meeting with CE staff is today and I am ready. Hopeful to lead creative workshops and classes on campus next Spring. A wonderful opportunity. The new painting you see is a good depiction of my enthusiastic energy.
Yours Truly, Pamela Rose
Acrylic Painting 08.28.2026
Dear Life, (We) Each one of us is creative. Creativity is an energy that moves in and through us. Whether or not we are aware of it is another thing. Since I was a child, I have had imagination and playfulness. This grew into a voice as an artist but also an educator and mentor. The “energy” is expressed in everything I do, my choices, my awareness, my thoughts, words and actions. How are you aware of your creative life? Join me soon for an afternoon workshop in September of exploring The Creative Life.
Yours Truly, Pamela Rose
Watercolor 08.28.26
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