Dear Life, I know how important it is to keep my thoughts positive for the healing of my body. But yesterday blood counts were up and down. Thankfully no transfusions or treatments. I left the Cancer Center, slipping physically and mentally. Doctor repeats “very slow recovery. Have to expect this”. By 5:30, I was a flat tire yet had to pick up keys to new apartment. I could not measure rooms as intended nor eat a take-out meal with a friend. Came home and sank into the couch then bed. Woke praying, “Dear God, My body and mind needs you and your power to heal. You see me and know me better than I know myself. Have mercy.” Thank you God and everyone for your help. I need you.
Yours Truly, Pamela Rose